005. Immortals
Aug. 24th, 2015 10:17 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
hail9I have feelings and I feel like trying to emote them.
To cloud 9: You guys are like a second family to me. In the end, I'm not sure it really matters what happens this weekend. I think we've already made our immortal mark on the NA LCS. We've changed the game and made an impact and I know Cloud 9 will continue to innovate and come back strong in future seasons. We have some growing pains right now and I know a lot of that is my fault and I'm sorry. But next week, let's just give our everything on the stage and the cards will fall where they're supposed to. I believe in you guys.
Balls, you've had a rough season. You've fallen down a lot but I love to watch how you get back up and how hard you work when literally no one is watching. I see it. People wonder why we keep you and it's because in the worst of times you are always there and pull through for us. We wouldn't be a team without your quiet strength.
Jensen, You're the new kid in our pack and you really shook it up quite a bit. I think you don't realize how happy I am to have you be a part of Cloud 9. A lot of teams probably wouldn't taken the chance on you with the misgivings in your past but whatever you did or didn't do you're a good guy now. And I love watching you grow every game and being able to help direct you now that I'm playing on the roster for now. You're going to out class me before long. I hope you'll be a part of Cloud 9 for a very, very long time and that this becomes a new home for you.
Sneaky, you're always there for us whether the team is playing badly or not. When we fall apart and you still play strong you never hold it against us, you never get boastful or resentful. You share the blame with us and you're one of the best teammates that anyone could ever ask for. Since the beginning, you've been a selfless player for our team and giving your all. We wouldn't be the same without you and we're lucky that you've remained loyal to us when you've had so many opportunities that have come your way especially recently. I love you bro. Thanks for not only being our consistent carry in game but also for carrying our spirits when we can't do it ourselves.
Lemon, you're my support in game and real life and in everything. I think we're way past words anymore. Your theorycrafting has made cloud 9 what we are. We could never come up with our crazy shit without you. I may make world class calls but you make world class strategies and I can't do anything without you. I love you more than words will ever be enough to convey.
Meteos, it's been a hard road for us lately. I understand what you did and why you did it. I'm not angry anymore. I'm glad we've made amends and I'm glad you're in a place now that I think you'll be really happy and I know you're going to find immense amounts of success. We've had a hard road in our friendships but we made it through it all and we stood on the top of the world together. I think we'll do that again one day.
To our fans: It's been a really hard year, a really difficult season. You've stuck with us and you've believed in us when we couldn't believe in ourselves anymore. Every bit of success we get this year, that we've had is because of you guys giving us strength when we were weak. Our true fans are the only reason we keep fighting when it would be a lot easier to throw in the towel. Love ya.
To my family: Ba, I don't think anyone has a dad as amazing as you are. Everyday you tell me how amazing I am, how proud you are of me and that you love me. I don't think any son could ask for more. I just hope that I can always make you proud and I always want to climb to higher heights because that's who you made me to be. I love you so much. Mom, you're a quiet strength in my life. Sometimes I forget how much you hold me up. If I ever take you for granted hit me upside the head because I'm lucky. I love you. Come see me play. Bao, who needs enemies with a brother like you? jkjk... I love you. Every game I've played you've always been there and not just because you work for Riot. Thank you for supporting me. Thank you for being a part of what made me into me. Life wouldn't be the same without you and I'm glad you're here with me, home in California.
To Myself: Live and let live. You don't have to carry the world on your shoulders by yourself. Don't forget.
To cloud 9: You guys are like a second family to me. In the end, I'm not sure it really matters what happens this weekend. I think we've already made our immortal mark on the NA LCS. We've changed the game and made an impact and I know Cloud 9 will continue to innovate and come back strong in future seasons. We have some growing pains right now and I know a lot of that is my fault and I'm sorry. But next week, let's just give our everything on the stage and the cards will fall where they're supposed to. I believe in you guys.
Balls, you've had a rough season. You've fallen down a lot but I love to watch how you get back up and how hard you work when literally no one is watching. I see it. People wonder why we keep you and it's because in the worst of times you are always there and pull through for us. We wouldn't be a team without your quiet strength.
Jensen, You're the new kid in our pack and you really shook it up quite a bit. I think you don't realize how happy I am to have you be a part of Cloud 9. A lot of teams probably wouldn't taken the chance on you with the misgivings in your past but whatever you did or didn't do you're a good guy now. And I love watching you grow every game and being able to help direct you now that I'm playing on the roster for now. You're going to out class me before long. I hope you'll be a part of Cloud 9 for a very, very long time and that this becomes a new home for you.
Sneaky, you're always there for us whether the team is playing badly or not. When we fall apart and you still play strong you never hold it against us, you never get boastful or resentful. You share the blame with us and you're one of the best teammates that anyone could ever ask for. Since the beginning, you've been a selfless player for our team and giving your all. We wouldn't be the same without you and we're lucky that you've remained loyal to us when you've had so many opportunities that have come your way especially recently. I love you bro. Thanks for not only being our consistent carry in game but also for carrying our spirits when we can't do it ourselves.
Lemon, you're my support in game and real life and in everything. I think we're way past words anymore. Your theorycrafting has made cloud 9 what we are. We could never come up with our crazy shit without you. I may make world class calls but you make world class strategies and I can't do anything without you. I love you more than words will ever be enough to convey.
Meteos, it's been a hard road for us lately. I understand what you did and why you did it. I'm not angry anymore. I'm glad we've made amends and I'm glad you're in a place now that I think you'll be really happy and I know you're going to find immense amounts of success. We've had a hard road in our friendships but we made it through it all and we stood on the top of the world together. I think we'll do that again one day.
To our fans: It's been a really hard year, a really difficult season. You've stuck with us and you've believed in us when we couldn't believe in ourselves anymore. Every bit of success we get this year, that we've had is because of you guys giving us strength when we were weak. Our true fans are the only reason we keep fighting when it would be a lot easier to throw in the towel. Love ya.
To my family: Ba, I don't think anyone has a dad as amazing as you are. Everyday you tell me how amazing I am, how proud you are of me and that you love me. I don't think any son could ask for more. I just hope that I can always make you proud and I always want to climb to higher heights because that's who you made me to be. I love you so much. Mom, you're a quiet strength in my life. Sometimes I forget how much you hold me up. If I ever take you for granted hit me upside the head because I'm lucky. I love you. Come see me play. Bao, who needs enemies with a brother like you? jkjk... I love you. Every game I've played you've always been there and not just because you work for Riot. Thank you for supporting me. Thank you for being a part of what made me into me. Life wouldn't be the same without you and I'm glad you're here with me, home in California.
To Myself: Live and let live. You don't have to carry the world on your shoulders by yourself. Don't forget.
